Final 2009 Blog

So here we are, the end of a year. It wasn't a good year to be honest but of course i'm going to say that, the pessimist that i am. Also, what a shit shit end to the year. 9th of December 2009; The kindest guy in the whole universe gets taken away from us. I don't want to go on and on about it, it'll just upset me. I just don't want everybody to carry on like normal as if Zak never existed because that isn't normal. Maybe i'm over reacting but Zak was such a big character that there's going to be a huge big gap in the group. I loved Zak just like everybody else so why should we pretend life is the same as before? UGH. I want a fresh start somewhere new but I'd miss the friends I have here, they are amazing people.