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whydid you have to go
why did you go so soon
what did you do to deserve this
what did we do to deserve this
do you know how much i love you
do you know how much we all loved you
do you know you'll never be forgotton
do you know you're always in my heart

i love you zak, always will
you were, and always will be, one of the most genuinely kind and funny men i've known and i was so lucky to have known and spent time with you

little bit

it's either always
or not at all

.

stay with me forever or not at all
cause when you leave i swear i'll fall
i'll go down down down below
and there won't be you to say no

for you i open up my heart
for you i lay my legs apart
for you i let romance start
you know i let you into my world
i want to be your one and only girl

stay with me forever or not at all
cause when you leave i swear i'll fall
i'll go down down down below
and there won't be you to say no
i could beg and plead
fall to my knees
but no
baby you'll go

i thought i was too wise
i thought i was too young
to let myself fall, fall so deep for somebody
but now i've given you my all, my mind, my body
i know i haven't just given it to anyone
but someday you might someone
and it wont be me, it won't be

I'm so happy with you Shea, I am completely in love with you. I know this because I miss you so much the second you leave, I want to spend all my time with you and when we're together it's just amazing. I loved Wednesday, you're just the best ('Welcome back'). I love your hugs and kisses, you know exactly what I like. I want to go away somewhere together, just for a few days. So we can spend loads of time together and it can just be us, no worries. Sound good? Thought so. I also want to have a proper dinner date sometime and I'm excited for dating in the dark but this will happen at your house because you have asparagus at your house and I don't. I honestly didn't think we'd last this long, I thought you'd get tired of me within weeks but it's been 3 and a half months and we're still together and to be honest, I don't see us finishing anytime soon-it's fantastic. I just adore you, everything about you. You're absolutely gorgeous, so hot. Your haircut looks good by the way, saw it on dailybooth. See you tomorrow, I love you x