I couldn't think of a title so the date is what you get.
I had a massive arguement with my Mum this morning, maybe I deserved some of it but not all of it. I told her she was a horrible mother which isn't true but at the time I felt like she was, I just apologised and kind of got the cold shoulder; just a "mhmm". The thing that annoyed me most was that she didn't let me go to see Shea. She doesn't get that there doesn't have to be a limit on the amount of time I spend with him. I saw him Friday, Saturday and Sunday but it's not as if we were alone so it wasn't 1 on 1 time which I think you need in relationships. If she doesn't let me see him tomorrow I think I'll go crazy, she doesn't realise how much I adore him :(
GOOD SIDE OF TODAY: MY PENDULUM TICKET ARRIVED!!
I'm absolutely buzzin' for it even though it's in december...
Back to school in on Wednesday, crazy. Where have these holidays gone?
I have the dentist in Meldrum at 11.30 so I'll only be at school a few hours then I'll have to leave for my appointment. I'm getting another filling, oh the joys.
I really should stop eating so much chocolate and cupcakes but I bake so that's what happens!
I got the cutest teddy from Shea when he got back from his holiday and he got me chocolates FROM BELGIUM. Oh my freekin' NOM. I wanna' more. Belgium here I come...
Wedding on Friday, pretty excited. Got to read a poem at it so I really should look at the poem. It's really lovey dovey and it's crap I think but oh well!
I will now go and unload the dishwasher, because I am my mothers slaaave.
I LOVE YOU MEEMS MAY.
Monday, 16 August 2010
Tuesday, 3 August 2010
Space Bound
I've had a quite nice night. I haven't done much but what I have done will hopefully be worth it. Let me explain; my boyfriends away on holiday at the moment, he gets back on Friday and I want him to get a surprise when he gets home so what i'm currently doing is putting together a little album kind of thing. It's got all my favourite lyrics from love songs.
I'm a space bound rocketship and your heart's to the moon
and i'm aiming right at you, right at you
250,000 miles on a clear night in June
and I aim it right at you, right at you, right at you.
It's also got a letter that I typed up at the back so hopefully I can finish it tonight and post it off tomorrow or something. If I don't post it he can always get it when he see's me. It would be embarassing handing it to him though so i'm going to try my very best to finish it tonight. Mum keeps on having a go at me for leaving bits of paper everywhere and I keep telling her that i'm on an important mission and she's like "I know you're making something for Shea and that's lovely but tidy up after yourself darling" haha.
I'm bored at the moment, most of my friends are away and the ones that aren't seem to be busy. 3 of them have boyfriends and the other one always has excuses because she can't be bothered or she's up to something bad. I think Mhiaras last night of work for a while is tonight so hopefully I'll see her the next few days if she hasn't got too much planned.
I want sunshine so my family can have a barbeque or so I can go out and do some gardening. I've been invited to a beach party that's tomorrow but if the weather isn't good I don't know if I really want to go. I've been invited to a few other camping events that are coming up too so hopefully I can lie and go to one of them, that would be good especially if Mhiara can make it. She keeps saying how she'll come to one and she never ever ever does so I'll force her.
I've got my aunts wedding soon, got my dress, handbag and shoes for it. I need to figure out what i'm doing with my hair. I've got a hairdresser coming to my hotel room to do it about 2 hours before the wedding so I have to have decided by then. I might leave it down with soft curls and a little flower in it or maybe just a nice gold slide. I've also been appointed photographer as my auntie doesn't want to hire a photographer because she has an amazing camera herself and she thinks i'm capable of taking artistic photographs so that made me happy but it's also added pressure. I'm already reading a poem out infront of everybody at the wedding so that's stressful enough. I need to speak clear and slowly and when i'm nervous I tend to speak extremely fast so I'll need to do a few run throughs before the day.
Shea gets back on Friday and it is now Tuesday evening. So it's not too long technically but it seems like forever. I spent Thursday, Friday and Saturday with him so going from spending 3 days with him to spending no time with him at all just rips me apart, I've cried twice which is really sad but it's kind of my own fault. I listened to lots of love songs while I was putting the album together so that obviously didn't help.
I want plans for Friday night but i'm not sure what. He won't be home until late so I won't bother asking him over. Might have some friends over to watch a mooovie and chill or if it's going to be good weather I could organise that barbeque I wanted. Mum said I can have a big get together with loads of my girlfriends before the end of the holidays so hopefully I'll do that sometime next week if I get planning. I'm thinking next Wednesday. Lots of lovely ladies in my house, beautiful.
Saturday is devoted to Shea Simpson whether it be at his house or my house we will be together and it will be fabulous because that'll be the first time I see him since he gets back so we'll be amazingly lovey dovey. Well, i'm hoping so.
I haven't been into Aberdeen in the whole of the holidays, mums working afternoons all week but she wanted to take me to the cinema so maybe we'll go in one night or just wait until next week. I need a Starbucks. Strawberries and Cream Frappucino, now that is heaven in a cup. I also fancy some Millies Cookies and maybe a quick look in the art gallery.
I love some of Aberdeens shops. My favourites have got to be Its Kitsch and Coco Violet, sweet by name-sweet by nature I say. I also love Zara, Topshop, H&M, Jack Wills, Miss Selfridge, River Island, Hollister, Elements, Oli and Nic, Office, Cult, Kurt Geiger and I can occasionally find something quite nice in New Look.
I'm already thinking about christmas, i'm crazy but it's really not that far away. I think I'll be on the christmas dance commitee again this year but because it's my last year I'll be one of the head organisers which is majorly exciting. I'm also going to organise our Final Fling and help put together the yearbook and design the leavers hoodies.
I don't know what i'm going to ask for for christmas this year. I kind of want a T in the Park ticket but I might save up and get that myself. I could get them to buy me a new ipod seeing as I lost mine.
I want to go on holiday somewhere, not sure where though but somewhere warm.
My nails are in really good condition, I think i'm getting a french manicure done for the wedding so I'll hopefully look reasonably good.
I'm going to go ask my mum about having all my ladies over next week so I can start organising it, it'll hopefully be lovely to just chill.
P.s. I love Shea Simpson, the world outta' know..
I'm a space bound rocketship and your heart's to the moon
and i'm aiming right at you, right at you
250,000 miles on a clear night in June
and I aim it right at you, right at you, right at you.
It's also got a letter that I typed up at the back so hopefully I can finish it tonight and post it off tomorrow or something. If I don't post it he can always get it when he see's me. It would be embarassing handing it to him though so i'm going to try my very best to finish it tonight. Mum keeps on having a go at me for leaving bits of paper everywhere and I keep telling her that i'm on an important mission and she's like "I know you're making something for Shea and that's lovely but tidy up after yourself darling" haha.
I'm bored at the moment, most of my friends are away and the ones that aren't seem to be busy. 3 of them have boyfriends and the other one always has excuses because she can't be bothered or she's up to something bad. I think Mhiaras last night of work for a while is tonight so hopefully I'll see her the next few days if she hasn't got too much planned.
I want sunshine so my family can have a barbeque or so I can go out and do some gardening. I've been invited to a beach party that's tomorrow but if the weather isn't good I don't know if I really want to go. I've been invited to a few other camping events that are coming up too so hopefully I can lie and go to one of them, that would be good especially if Mhiara can make it. She keeps saying how she'll come to one and she never ever ever does so I'll force her.
I've got my aunts wedding soon, got my dress, handbag and shoes for it. I need to figure out what i'm doing with my hair. I've got a hairdresser coming to my hotel room to do it about 2 hours before the wedding so I have to have decided by then. I might leave it down with soft curls and a little flower in it or maybe just a nice gold slide. I've also been appointed photographer as my auntie doesn't want to hire a photographer because she has an amazing camera herself and she thinks i'm capable of taking artistic photographs so that made me happy but it's also added pressure. I'm already reading a poem out infront of everybody at the wedding so that's stressful enough. I need to speak clear and slowly and when i'm nervous I tend to speak extremely fast so I'll need to do a few run throughs before the day.
Shea gets back on Friday and it is now Tuesday evening. So it's not too long technically but it seems like forever. I spent Thursday, Friday and Saturday with him so going from spending 3 days with him to spending no time with him at all just rips me apart, I've cried twice which is really sad but it's kind of my own fault. I listened to lots of love songs while I was putting the album together so that obviously didn't help.
I want plans for Friday night but i'm not sure what. He won't be home until late so I won't bother asking him over. Might have some friends over to watch a mooovie and chill or if it's going to be good weather I could organise that barbeque I wanted. Mum said I can have a big get together with loads of my girlfriends before the end of the holidays so hopefully I'll do that sometime next week if I get planning. I'm thinking next Wednesday. Lots of lovely ladies in my house, beautiful.
Saturday is devoted to Shea Simpson whether it be at his house or my house we will be together and it will be fabulous because that'll be the first time I see him since he gets back so we'll be amazingly lovey dovey. Well, i'm hoping so.
I haven't been into Aberdeen in the whole of the holidays, mums working afternoons all week but she wanted to take me to the cinema so maybe we'll go in one night or just wait until next week. I need a Starbucks. Strawberries and Cream Frappucino, now that is heaven in a cup. I also fancy some Millies Cookies and maybe a quick look in the art gallery.
I love some of Aberdeens shops. My favourites have got to be Its Kitsch and Coco Violet, sweet by name-sweet by nature I say. I also love Zara, Topshop, H&M, Jack Wills, Miss Selfridge, River Island, Hollister, Elements, Oli and Nic, Office, Cult, Kurt Geiger and I can occasionally find something quite nice in New Look.
I'm already thinking about christmas, i'm crazy but it's really not that far away. I think I'll be on the christmas dance commitee again this year but because it's my last year I'll be one of the head organisers which is majorly exciting. I'm also going to organise our Final Fling and help put together the yearbook and design the leavers hoodies.
I don't know what i'm going to ask for for christmas this year. I kind of want a T in the Park ticket but I might save up and get that myself. I could get them to buy me a new ipod seeing as I lost mine.
I want to go on holiday somewhere, not sure where though but somewhere warm.
My nails are in really good condition, I think i'm getting a french manicure done for the wedding so I'll hopefully look reasonably good.
I'm going to go ask my mum about having all my ladies over next week so I can start organising it, it'll hopefully be lovely to just chill.
P.s. I love Shea Simpson, the world outta' know..
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