update

Summers over now, been back at school two weeks and I can't say I actually miss summer. I had a few fun times but every year I wish the holidays were longer but this year I didn't. Maybe i'm odd or maybe i'm just being realistic and realising i like having everyday planned. I'm also not sure what i want to do now, either events management or fashion management. I also think i'm beginning to realise who my real friends are, they are the one's that stick around throught thick and thin, they are always there for me in one way or the other, they know when somethings wrong and i adore them all for caring so much. I lost a friend this year because of something stupid, i said something horrible to her and have to apologise for it and i'm prepared to do that. I feel like i'm losing anothing friend, she keeps lying to me, i don't understand why. I thought she was one of my best friends and i could tell her anything but i think she's been telling all her friends and the things she says to me and completely different to what she says to anybody else and what she says to me doesnt sound as convincing, i don't know whether i can trust her anymore and i dont want to say that but i really don't. I care about her and will always be there but what she did hurt me and lying is one of the most hurtful things you can do to someone. I want to be like ugly betty because she is a very strong minded woman and she's just awesome, if you haven't watched ugly betty do it. I put shaving foam in my dogs eye but i didn't mean to, i washed it out straight after and he told me he still loves me so its okay, i'm not panicing. I went to see The Ugly Truth and it's actually surprisingly good, its funny but it's very typical whats going to happen but it just has a very modern twist throughout, its the sort of thing you'd watch with your friends or lover not with your parents. I love hot rod, hilarious film. I hate feeling forced into things, i hate feeling like i'm doing the wrong thing and i hate people who blame without evidence, assholes. I would love to be a house cat, they get things so simple. I think mhiara should be a beaver, cause she looks like one. A nice one.